Love Story 22

 I could have ever inch of my body cling to you like there is no tomorrow. But how can I do that when youbare no where to be found.    Search for you is becoming a dry desert. I looked in coffee shops, grocery stores, libraries to bookstores and nothing. I even sit out on the porch hoping you pass by for me to take a glimpse of you. Nothing in sight.  Where can you be my lost love.

 I'm eager to find love that never seems to ce around. I feel curse after my ex. I have fallen back to my bubble of not sharing nor loving.    I can't seem to even want to spark up a conversation with strangers I will meet one day.   I'm comfortable in my bubble. But, I have so much love to give. So much spark that I want to share it with someone. But just anyone. Someone that the lord made for me. My special person but I can't seem to find him.  Maybe I will find my love, maybe not 

 Maybe I gave up on love a long time ago.  My heart broken in 22 peices. Watching it slowly fall. Deeper in wonder about love, the more it's farther from me, the more I get use to being a lone. I wonder if I will ever love again or be in love.